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moved. [25 Jan 2003|09:57am]
[ mood | energetic ]

I've packed my bags and moved to eophenia.
Bye rin_wai ^-^

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[20 Jan 2003|08:35am]
does anyone have an LJ code I can use? I would be eternally grateful :D

anyway. about the golden globes. I don't need some stupid awards show to prove to me that LoTR:TT rocks my entire sock drawer. It's also hilarious that TT made twice the amount of money compared to all of the other nominees. Gangs of New York was okay...I liked it. [probablybecauseofldcdroolyum] and I saw The Hours..and the movie just seemed like blabber. It's just Nicole Kidman giving a kickass performance as an old woman :p damnit. damntidmanitnaitnda. GOD >=p

--got my braces today--
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Blegh. Pictures. [18 Jan 2003|08:17pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Lord of the Rings surveyCollapse )

I took a bunch of pictures with my digicam and I decided not to post them.
and atrocity does not please the world.
not even under a veil of lace.
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... [07 Jan 2003|08:35pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

They left me here

They forgot about me
They didn't want me to go

I made my hair all pretty and put on my prettiest dress and they left me here. And I tried so hard to keep my hair pretty and I didn't let anyone hug me all day and when my hair was bugging me the most I wouldn't put it up in clips because i wanted to look pretty and they left me here. They left me here. And now I'm sitting here with blood on my bed sheets and wet cheeks and my hair in pigtails. Alone. All because they forgot.
steals quiz from zid [slayerz]Collapse )
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ya soshla s uma [05 Jan 2003|03:52pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I was at a restaurant with him and he bought us both non-alcoholic margaritas because he knows I hate that i'm glued to my age. It was night time and the stars were shining and people were inside screaming over a football game. It was cold because we were right by the beach, where my eyes change colors. Two nymphomaniacs and a little boy were sitting in the table behind us. The little boy knocked his glass of water off the table and it shattered into a million pieces; And I was taken back to reality where I was sitting next to mein Mutter and Carl with a chicken taco infront of me and no margarita. The sun burned my arms and the two idiots at the table with me talked about things I didn't care about. The perfect hair I had had 2 seconds ago had reverted back to its former, abnoxious self and I watched as a group of people down by the street lamps held up signs saying "Honk for Peace". Everyone turned their heads in surprise when a car with a train horn rattled all the windows within 5 miles of its appearance. Afterwards we went and walked around the beach where the misty haze around the water seemed like there was a large painted wall that stopped everyone from moving further than 20 feet into the water. Computerized people swarmed around us and I felt as though I couldn't tell the difference between reality and fantasy.
Ya soshla s uma.
robotCollapse )

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Interviews. [02 Jan 2003|02:09pm]
I've spent all day reading some Rammstein interviews. Actually, all day for me has been 3 hours. So. Yea. Richard is adorableCollapse )
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Richard's Latest Interview [01 Jan 2003|10:46pm]
Teehee. Lookie what I did!

I'm such a goober ^-^; lool.
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le sigh [31 Dec 2002|12:17am]
You know what is pathetic? I have a [list] of guys who I have slight crushes on. It's pathetic. I'm on the verge of a borderline disorder. Shall I name them all for you? Or would you like to see for yourselfCollapse )
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arwen in love [30 Dec 2002|09:56pm]
today I went to mission viejo mall. twice. because I saw the cute guy who works at nordstroms again. soo i admired from a distance and died. i went with tina, leslie, and leslie's dumb boyfriend, daniel. jerkass.

yea. so Tina and I wandered into Victoria's Secret by ourselves and I saw the girl who hates me and I was like /|FUCK|\ so I left without buying anything :/ poo. then I saw her AGAIN later on in the day DAMNIT. leeet me beeeeeeeeeeeee. I also saw Billy at the book store and the first thing he said to me was "the lord of the rings section is in the back corner". thanks :P

then we met up with leslie and gaylord focker and we wandered around a bit and i remembered that the cute guy worked in the mall i was in! so we walked over there and lost leslie and gaylord again. ohh weelll. i pretended I was looking at shirts when all the while i was doing something else. mein hertz brennt. :/ i fall too hard for guys...

my mom then picked me up and took me to eat sushi. i had some foothill sushi and a chicken teriaki rice bowl. mm. then we went and had dairy queen :]

thenn my gramma called and said she had to return some shirts at *GASP* NORDSTROMS in the MENS DEPARTMENT *gaspgasp* and my mom knows i like the guy at the store and so she drove me there with my grandma lmao. i got his name this time! kieran :]

but then I died again when we went upstairs and he was on the escalator behind us and I was like "wtf is he doing?". visiting some girl on the floor above him. woww. that made me feel ugly. i'll die a virgin, that's okay. i don't care. this depressing music isn't helping me much. i /|really|\ wish it was raining...
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Damnit. [29 Dec 2002|01:19pm]
WOW has anyone heard the welcome message from viggo mortensen at lordoftherings.net? damn he has a nice voice ^o^..
quiz resultsCollapse )

By the way, I forgot to write about my Christmas [not that anyone cares]. I got a whopping eight presentsCollapse )
I'm sorry, I'm too emotionally sick to continue with this entry :P Rinoa [ekl] has serious issues. Add her to my kill list, Boris. Thankyou.

And I am fully aware that my background isn't working. My first image host is undergoing changes and my backup is having problems with its data base. I can't find a new image host :P le SIGH.
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whee. [28 Dec 2002|06:20pm]
[ mood | blah ]

New layout *grins*. Press F11 if you can't see the whole image. It's Richard again if you couldn't tell, freak.

survey time!Collapse )

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[27 Dec 2002|09:23pm]
It�s the beginning of the end
You want things to go faster
It�s the beginning of the end
Now everything�s too slow for you
It�s the beginning of the end
You are one step closer
It�s the beginning of the end
Say Amen

Or maybe Doctor Online could help you die
You need wings fo fly
You need someone
To take your place
When you are gone

Is the beginning of the end
You know nothing last forever
A beginning of a trend
You need someone there to care for you
Is the beginning of the end
I don�t think you understand
Just a beginning of a flatline

Thank you for calling 1-800-SUICIDE
If you wish to self terminate by electric shock, press 1.
For termination by overdose, press 2.
If you would like to make a reservation to visit our drowning pool, please press 3.
For termination by hanging, please press 4.
For death by self Inflicted gunshot, press 5.
To speak to a representative, stay on the line.
If you do not wish to die, please hang up now.

what a brilliant song! new favorite band everyone ^o^! and *gaspshock* they aren't german! lol..
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[25 Dec 2002|04:31pm]
[ mood | blank ]

never again will I buy presents for anyone on xmas. ''merry christmas'' indeed. i warn you before i start my rant, if you are one of those people who feel the need to judge others who have had a terrible xmas and say that they are trying to be all rebelious then fuck off. you haven't lived in this house.
it started out as usual. grandpa being a bastard and everyone whispering in the house. i, in a pathetic attempt to add chrismtas decorations due to the lack of ''happies'' [or so my grandma says] because we have no tree or anything christmas-y for that matter, ran around the house sprinkling tinsel everywhere. actually, it was remains of an old wig I had that had stringy silver tinsel-y hair. who cares, it looked like tinsel. all the tinsel mysteriously DISAPPEARED though. okay. i can deal with that.
mom took me to see 2 weeks notice, stupid love movie, hated it. mom was also in the pissiest mood because things weren't going her way. she was throwing rude remarks to everyone who crossed her path [[not outloud, mind you. under her breath so only i could hear.]] it was funny the first few times but after awhile I got rather cross. after driving around for hours we finally came home and waited for the rest of the family to come, and they did. and the presents i gave were a toothbrush bracelet to kelly, split half of 600 dollars on a pair of earrings for my gramma [i payed 300, mind you]...yep. grandma hated her gift (didnt even say thankyou), don't know about kelly..she seemed happy but seeming isnt enough to show favoring..
anyway, i also bought a poster for brianna [she knew i was getting it too because she asked for it] and the virgin suicides for heather. didnt give heather her present yet but when i went to drop off briannas gift today ((i got her a david bowie poster when he was in the labyrinth)) LOW AND BEHOLD i step into her room and there is the same fucking poster hanging on her wall. 20 dollars to waste..i wanted to take the poster back but oh well. OH FUCKING WELL.
dad has been being a terdass, blaming my mom for his absense at xmas. he said he wouldn't be here because my mom didn't invite him. oh well, better without him anyway.
as for the rest of the events that took place last night, not worth remembering or repeating in here. i wont judge presents that i received because no one deserves what i have just experienced. and its not fair...im going to go dance like a lunatic now. i wish it was raining........

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[24 Dec 2002|10:47am]
omg its Xmas eve o.o;! I didn't even knoww. lolol.
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[21 Dec 2002|09:18pm]
le sigh. i hate palace.
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[18 Dec 2002|07:30pm]
OH MY GOD!! I just saw the Two Towers. WHAT A SWEET MOVIE! i was crying like an idiot through the second half of it hahaha. im stupid like that. but OMG i highly recommend it! BRIANNA!! YOU HAVE TO SEE IT!!
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[17 Dec 2002|08:08pm]
today was okay :/ my grandma threw away the damn gingerbread men for fucks sake. *growls*. but! tomorrow i get to see the new lord of the rings movie hoooraaaaaaaay. ahem.

piss ed - sat in the gym and threw basket balls in hoops. actually everybody else did that. aubrey and crystal and myself sat on the bleachers and found all these interesting things under them. like a clothes hanger, a zebra striped fuzzy slipper, and someones old smelly sock.

la litterature - boringboring. sat in groups and talked about the House on Mango Street and the delusional little girl named Alicia who saw mice. *rolls eyes* my group consisted of sociopaths so I was bored out of my miiiiind.

snack'ms - it started raining and heather and myself danced in it and got drenched and looked like wet rats afterwards. ahhaha it was fuunny. my hair was all frizzy.

science - someone pulled the fire alarm gahahhha. the teacher was getting all pissed off and everyone was grunting and moaning like idiots. then we actually had to learn stuff about meteorology which is boring as watching nunga-nungas go nunganunganunga.

blodge - i haate math. i think we were being given a lesson or a lecture or something? i wasnt paying attention hardeeharhar.

lunch - nothing new. studied for test in geography i had later in the daay, talked about Unpleasant Ways to Die and made fun of the mailman being molested by dogs like we do EVERY DAMN DAY.

Froggie - stupid boring stupid. played with flash cards woopdeedoo. that teacher is a spaz. a complete and total spaz and i deteste [haha] her.

geoggers - failed my test yep. don't even need to look at the grade [because its not graded yet] but i can tell when i've failed a test. that teacher is obsessed with harry potter, so I picked a twig off a tree at lunch and I brought it to her class and pretended it was a wand and made up death spells that didn't work :/ le bummer.

apres le lycee - went to borders and bought the Virgin Suicides for heathers xmas gift.

it raaaained again :D
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[16 Dec 2002|05:00pm]
MEGAN!!!! [panicpanic] whats our french homework
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:D [16 Dec 2002|03:22pm]
I just finished dancing in the rain n.n
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[15 Dec 2002|09:11pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]

What Kind of FLIRT are you?

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for fucks sake, im never going to get anywhere in life at this rate. *rolls eyes* who needs guys.

i got a melo. and guess what. im not linking it hardee harhar. you know why? because i cuss all of you out in it :] hahaha. im just kidding. no seriously, i am. :o i am! im kidding. jeez..dont take it so personally i never talk to most of you anyway.

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